Pk stories…

母亲接已过了， 但我还想跟我亲爱的妈妈说声`我很爱您`。

当天， 我和以往一样，赖床到12 时才愿意起床。刷牙，洗脸后，第一时间启动了我的手提电脑，拨了个长途电话给妈妈。听到妈妈的声音后， 心中顿时鼓起了一股勇气，跟妈妈说了一声`母亲节快乐`,可是儒弱的我却提不起勇气来说声`我爱您`。这三个字，是多么令人却步的。。。。。。

一整个下午，都躲在房里，边收听网上电台，边赶这报告。`妈妈，我爱你`，这几个字不断地传到我的耳边，原因是DJ在读着听客传送进来的信息。这才让我发现到这三个字其实不难说出口。

再想真一点，西方的人也不是长把这三个字挂在嘴角边吗？哎！！！还是自己思想老土把！！好吧！！！再来一次！！！嘟。。。嘟。。。嘟。。。接通了。。。讲了老半天。。。。也兜不出口来。。。算了。。。。失败了！！！！

好了， 我就把这个爱意给收在心中，就好了！！不过， 有点纳闷的是为何要把这三个字看的这么重呢？？其实， 这三个字并没有什么特别的，只是让我们表示自己对对方的爱意及敬意而已罢了！无论对方是谁，朋友，情人，家人都好， 一个拥抱或这一声`我爱你`，都会让对方感到温馨。这是西方人的想法，而我也是这么认为的。。。。亚洲人通常都把爱隐藏在心中，不擅长把爱表现出来，就因这样，才会让这么多的家庭悲剧发生。。。。在这里， 我只能感叹！！好医生`我爱你`，我会尝试把它给说出来。。。。。。。。。

今天读了朋友的blogs，才发现到自己是多么的不了解朋友的人， 深思之后，才知道原来自己一直都没真正把心交过给朋友的人，自己一直都活在自己的世界里。有时太过执著不是一件好事，太过放懈也未必是见好事， 最重要是如何日找到个平衡点…….

从今开始，尽力的敞开我的心，好让朋友可以进入，也不再于着重于自己的世界，而忽视了身边人的想法，要珍惜眼前人…

   At 27 Dec , i went to tokyo bc at tat nite , i would board the bus which would bring my friends n i go to nagano .This is the first time , i went for ski.Actually , i ‘m not skiing , but playing snowboard. It was so fun . I like it very much .

At first , i quite scared bc i never play it before n oso i dunno how to control it .So, i fell down until my bug became so pain . N i oso the last one to my group.I feel guilty to my senpai  bc he waited me until he can’t enjoy himself ……..

So , i decided i want to rest for second day . We went up the mountain  n we made a snowman there…..the scenery of the snow hill was so breathtaking………until i can’t forget it …..

At the last day , i tried the snowboard again ….n i was getting better ……even m y senpai oso praised me ……hahaha……this trip is so fun …..n we had a nice time ……..

  Yesterday i went to  church with my senior bc her church got christmas party . The christmas party was quite fun n i like it . But when  c the others  were together with their partnet o family ,  sometimes  will feel lonely here. but anyway ,i still love tat party .  n i oso know more about christmas . alhough i ‘m not a christian , n tis is my first time i went there , but  the people there still opened thier arms  to me . So , they r different with my friends in my school .hehe…..

i went there with my senior at 9am.but they hv their calss  .so , i wait for them in their  cafe  counter. n the prayer started at 10.30am , although i ‘m not christian but i could go in to hear . after tat , the christmas party  started at 1.30pm.They had alot of presentation like dancing, singing  ,play . the performances were not prepared well , but  i could c them  were enjoy it . n after tat , we had some games, n i won in bingo .hehe….after tat , we hd present exchanging section …….n i even got christmas present from santa claus …..hehehe……..The party was quite fun ….

So tis is  my first time christmas in japan . In Malaysia , i used to celebreted it with my family .but now , i got another different type experince . So, it wasn’t bad to me when i chose to come to japan . hehehe……

Merry christmas n Happy new year to all who read my blog .

summer holiday oready finished , i have to go to school again .Going to school  is a happy thing, right?We should feel happy tat we can go to school , right?I miss my secondary school . At tat time, i have my truly friends;at tat time, i can be my self; at tat time, i not need to face lies .sometimes i wish i could go back . but  we all oready grow up . n we can’t go back to past . we have to look toward the future!!but sometimes ,i wish i could go back , at least a second or a minutes, at tat time at  least i can rest alittle bit.after tat , i can continue my life here,hehehe….but we all have to accept reality.n i oso want to thanks the life here, it makes me grow up.hehehe….i not a child again ……

haizz ….tomorrow got school again , i have to go to school again…..

   13 of 8, tis is the first day of my summer trip. we went to yokohama. There is a chinese town in yokohama . n also yokohama is very famous of her wonderful night scenery.  We went there  not only for these reasons. We went there because we want to meet our former teacher, shimizu sensai.She want  to leave japan at sep n went to vietnam, so we want to meet her before she leaving.so  we went there n met her. N of course she brought us to visit the chinese town n port of yokohama n the  scenery was wonderful

but to me, it was wonderful because of i can meet teacher n  friends n of course view tis wonderful scenery with them…….